Monday, June 14, 2010

Thanks

Hey guys, thanks for following. Went fishing today, I didnt catch shit, but my baby did!!!! She ALWAYS does!!!

Sunday, June 13, 2010

The World According to Sam
Life seems to have a way about shitting on me. From day one its been an uphill fight on a skateboard and doesnt seem to ever let up. Some, actually MOST people in my life get a big GFY!! In my 37 years of life on this miserable planet I have learned that you can trust NO ONE, especially women. I have learned that there really is no such thing as friends and people in general pretty much dont give a fuck about ANYTHING except themselves, even I am guilty of this from time to time. I have also learned that LIFE and DEATH are the same, GOD is VERY real, Earth is actually HELL, and blood really is fucking salty.
I have learned that I lost the only woman that probably ever really cared about me. I think about this often and cant pin-point how I did this, but I did. Now I get really paranoid about talking about the one thing in my life that is AWESOME and that is being a daddy. My daughter is so awesome that I cant believe she came from me. I get so paranoid with the net and "stuff" that I dont like talking about her and rarely will you see a picture, but she is my sunshine...completely and totally.
I completed 15 years in the Army before I was medically discharged. Been in 1 conflict and 1 war and what a bullshit reason to go to war...yeah I said it, we had NO BUSINESS being there and still dont, so for that OUR government gets a BIG GFY!!! Ive been all over the world and my feelings are pretty much the same: PEOPLE ARE ALL GIANT ASSHOLES!!! With ONE exception...AMSTERDAM!! I think CAPITALISM as well as DEMOCRACY are ruining our country and it wont change because all "Americans" want to do is sit on their asses and watch our country be raped and sodomized...FUCK THAT....NOT ON MY WATCH!!
So fast forward...im in this shit-hole town, in a shit-hole state HOPING the rest of the country isnt a shit-hole, my daughter is leaving and I feel like my apartment is a prison cell...life kinda sucks right now


Kicking Shit Around


I have decided to do a blog because I figured that it would do me some good, and I am getting ready to leave this shit-hole on a "Grand Adventure". I have tried leaving this place several times only to end up back here, this time IM LEAVING!! At times this blog may seem "garbled" and "thrown together" and may have spelling and grammar issues, the point of this blog is a healthy way to "release". I do have an education and although spelling is important, it will not be here.

One of the main reasons I want to do this is because I am getting ready to have a life changing event happen, and im not too excited about it, NOT ONE BIT, but I know that my decision is for the best... for the time being. Dont know if anyone will even read or follow this, dont really give a fuck either...